YOGOOD Team open-Young Eagles completed National Vertical Marathon 2010 yesterday. We completed the race and ran 63 storeys!! A picture speaks a thousand words. For pictures, visit my facebook profile! Well done YE!
Right now I really appreciate the existence of blogger, because now is very late so I have no one to turn to and pour out what happen today. Just started working as Student Care Teacher at a center near my house. The time is very slow there although it is only 6 hrs each day. The kids are obviously reluctant to stay there and really rude to teachers. In such an environment, apparently not rewarding and I failed to keep cool before few rebellious kids, can't imagine how long I can stay there?
This caregiver job is not easy. They are consistently challenging me, thanks to them I got to know my teachers had a hard time with me, ops. God, can u make the hard ones disappear from there? Or at least get out of my sight.
Genuine communication is done through constantly quality time between friends.
Communication breakdown is done through over long period of sms-ing, and msn.
'Don't bother' meaning u are in e' process of hardening your heart.
Complaining meaning u put a 'Stop' sign before u and keeps people away from you.
Love works like a bank, u have to first deposit an amount of love, then wait for interest to grow before u get back your love. No deposit=no reciprocate=bankrupt
I watched a video just now. It really disgusted me and I could not finish in watching the video. I saw it from Hong's blog. www.malepregnancy.com/ Warning: The video may cause viewer to feel uncomfortable. Who said opinion is not important? As Mr Lee's blog stated through his blog, his views are surprising twisted from God's word. Knowing God or not makes a HUGE DIFFERENCE! Lord, I really feel thankful for knowing you.
In Luke 5:31, Jesus said to scribes and Pharisees:"It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick." Hence, a certain group of people-the broken souls, needed doctor badly. These groups of people are one of a kind, I can't help but feeling patience being tested constantly, and my energy was drained in dealing with them.
On the other hand, I cannot decline that it is not easy for them to stand up after the bad injuries from a fall, traumatic events, deprived of love, that’s why they needed someone to lend a hand and pull them up. Sometimes they are selfish because they can only see and feel their emotional hurts. Recently I had a quarrel with that someone through sms. She really stumble me when I received a reply- May our friendships last. My immediate response was to ask that ‘dear friend’ to keep the word “friend” in her dictionary. I was so fury that I do not want to keep in contact with that person, if I can. I'm not close to her. I wanted to bar her phone numbers but I didn’t take any action because it was so burdensome and a waste of time and energy in dealing such people. How am I going to discipline her? I could not describe how angry I am when I find no reason to excuse her childish acts.
All I wanted is PEACE. I cannot believe my eyes and ears that she called up my home and scolded my brother for not giving her my phone no. She thought that by not answering her calls is not a friend to her. Another one keeps appearing in my life. Due to the living with insecurity, she chose to fake her look in order to keep her inner from being hurt. It works like this: “If people cannot see the “real” me, they cannot hurt me. If they upset the “outer” me, that’s okay.” As what I observed, this pattern has been going for a long period of time, and she still lives in her deception. It is up to her choice, I wanted to keep away from her too, but apparently I can’t.
Their minds are full of self-defense mechanisms - it can be very creative indeed.
One can never understands how they can wear you out till you encounter one. First, they wanted a listening ear. Then whenever they felt emotionally disturb, they will spam calls to the helper's phone or appear out of nowhere before the helper. It is interesting to know that you cannot find them easily, but they can track you down and come before you when they want. When they wanted to change and walked out of this negative belief:”I’m a victim of something”, they approached people to help them to overcome their struggles. But it never last, they are not willing to change and some of them rather die than facing the unknowns (fears) beneath the surfacing problem. So this pattern continues till the helper cannot take it anymore. They failed to realize it takes more than feelings to change, it is about willingness. They are not willing to change, they are willing to feel self-pity, willing to prove it is impossible to change their belief, willing to escape the responsibility that comes with change.
I wanted to call it all stop. The nanny needs a rest. If I can get them out of my life, I will gladly do so.
Just as ppl chatted about buying iphone, my dad surprised three of us with it last wk. I wanted to change my phone long ago but not bear to spend $$ and buy one. This phone is great for playing music and games but the sms function and bluetooth needed to be improved. Anyway, this is a gd phone.
I don't feel the urge in updating here. The interest of blogging seems to be lost. Trend is over now. It come into my mind that it's quite silly to turn on the computer and put whatever in yr mind into words. And the trend now is Facebk! Haa, outdated alr. The latest is twitter, which i have no intention to discover it.
My cardboard had filled with many untouched shirts and dresses, not a big problem but i was thinking of a solution to clear up the mess and place in new stocks from mum and sis.
Okies, time to log out. What a random post -_-'''.
(I logged out and log in again) I remember what I intented to do! Haa, to post a link received recently:
I'm doing some research about Eden garden and 4 rivers, the first book written in bible, bible timeline and many parts and bits of deeper bible study and end up finding some interesting links..
YOGOOD Team open-Young Eagles completed National Vertical Marathon 2010 yesterday. We completed the race and ran 63 storeys!! A picture speaks a thousand words. For pictures, visit my facebook profile! Well done YE!
Right now I really appreciate the existence of blogger, because now is very late so I have no one to turn to and pour out what happen today. Just started working as Student Care Teacher at a center near my house. The time is very slow there although it is only 6 hrs each day. The kids are obviously reluctant to stay there and really rude to teachers. In such an environment, apparently not rewarding and I failed to keep cool before few rebellious kids, can't imagine how long I can stay there?
This caregiver job is not easy. They are consistently challenging me, thanks to them I got to know my teachers had a hard time with me, ops. God, can u make the hard ones disappear from there? Or at least get out of my sight.
Genuine communication is done through constantly quality time between friends.
Communication breakdown is done through over long period of sms-ing, and msn.
'Don't bother' meaning u are in e' process of hardening your heart.
Complaining meaning u put a 'Stop' sign before u and keeps people away from you.
Love works like a bank, u have to first deposit an amount of love, then wait for interest to grow before u get back your love. No deposit=no reciprocate=bankrupt
I watched a video just now. It really disgusted me and I could not finish in watching the video. I saw it from Hong's blog. www.malepregnancy.com/ Warning: The video may cause viewer to feel uncomfortable. Who said opinion is not important? As Mr Lee's blog stated through his blog, his views are surprising twisted from God's word. Knowing God or not makes a HUGE DIFFERENCE! Lord, I really feel thankful for knowing you.
In Luke 5:31, Jesus said to scribes and Pharisees:"It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick." Hence, a certain group of people-the broken souls, needed doctor badly. These groups of people are one of a kind, I can't help but feeling patience being tested constantly, and my energy was drained in dealing with them.
On the other hand, I cannot decline that it is not easy for them to stand up after the bad injuries from a fall, traumatic events, deprived of love, that’s why they needed someone to lend a hand and pull them up. Sometimes they are selfish because they can only see and feel their emotional hurts. Recently I had a quarrel with that someone through sms. She really stumble me when I received a reply- May our friendships last. My immediate response was to ask that ‘dear friend’ to keep the word “friend” in her dictionary. I was so fury that I do not want to keep in contact with that person, if I can. I'm not close to her. I wanted to bar her phone numbers but I didn’t take any action because it was so burdensome and a waste of time and energy in dealing such people. How am I going to discipline her? I could not describe how angry I am when I find no reason to excuse her childish acts.
All I wanted is PEACE. I cannot believe my eyes and ears that she called up my home and scolded my brother for not giving her my phone no. She thought that by not answering her calls is not a friend to her. Another one keeps appearing in my life. Due to the living with insecurity, she chose to fake her look in order to keep her inner from being hurt. It works like this: “If people cannot see the “real” me, they cannot hurt me. If they upset the “outer” me, that’s okay.” As what I observed, this pattern has been going for a long period of time, and she still lives in her deception. It is up to her choice, I wanted to keep away from her too, but apparently I can’t.
Their minds are full of self-defense mechanisms - it can be very creative indeed.
One can never understands how they can wear you out till you encounter one. First, they wanted a listening ear. Then whenever they felt emotionally disturb, they will spam calls to the helper's phone or appear out of nowhere before the helper. It is interesting to know that you cannot find them easily, but they can track you down and come before you when they want. When they wanted to change and walked out of this negative belief:”I’m a victim of something”, they approached people to help them to overcome their struggles. But it never last, they are not willing to change and some of them rather die than facing the unknowns (fears) beneath the surfacing problem. So this pattern continues till the helper cannot take it anymore. They failed to realize it takes more than feelings to change, it is about willingness. They are not willing to change, they are willing to feel self-pity, willing to prove it is impossible to change their belief, willing to escape the responsibility that comes with change.
I wanted to call it all stop. The nanny needs a rest. If I can get them out of my life, I will gladly do so.
Just as ppl chatted about buying iphone, my dad surprised three of us with it last wk. I wanted to change my phone long ago but not bear to spend $$ and buy one. This phone is great for playing music and games but the sms function and bluetooth needed to be improved. Anyway, this is a gd phone.
I don't feel the urge in updating here. The interest of blogging seems to be lost. Trend is over now. It come into my mind that it's quite silly to turn on the computer and put whatever in yr mind into words. And the trend now is Facebk! Haa, outdated alr. The latest is twitter, which i have no intention to discover it.
My cardboard had filled with many untouched shirts and dresses, not a big problem but i was thinking of a solution to clear up the mess and place in new stocks from mum and sis.
Okies, time to log out. What a random post -_-'''.
(I logged out and log in again) I remember what I intented to do! Haa, to post a link received recently:
I'm doing some research about Eden garden and 4 rivers, the first book written in bible, bible timeline and many parts and bits of deeper bible study and end up finding some interesting links..
Completed the race and wanting to run away
